I need to love

I've just realized this 16 days ago.
I broke up with my boyfriend, and I've never been so miserable since my dad died.
"Shit happens" they say. Well, fuck you. What my ex and I had  was magical. And yet, I was stupid enough to believe I had to let it go. I'm so stupid.
Passenger sang "you only know you love her if you let her go."
I love him, I just never really knew until we were over.